you make you

Think about it this way. With each new project you are not creating a character, more creating a new version of yourself. As if the you of daily life has a series of ghosts, partial surrogates….You, stood naked in front of a curtain. You, ‘drunk’ and talking nonsense language. You, answering impossible questions. You, wearing a series of animal costumes. …

You don’t create a fiction perhaps but rather, for each new project, articulate a version of yourself that can exist in that particular world, under that particular constraint, under that particular duress, a version of yourself that can exist in that particular unstable, strange, and semi-fictitious place of the stage.

You don’t make someone else. You make you, if different, if exaggerated, if distorted, if shrunk, if restricted. But you, nonetheless. It is you that you make, it must be you that you make, because, when all is said and done, it’s you that has to be seen, shown, encountered, revealed.

Starting from ‘nothing’ in the rehearsal space on day one, there is nothing to guide the work except desire. The group as a collection of people, who agree to drift openly towards topics, images, themes, actions, texts. A falling in love. The pursuit of a certain openness.

You make you, and because of this your instincts are vital, your interests, your passions, your phobias. Not because you’ll want to forget, hide or get over these facts of yourself in pursuit of the other, the fiction, the ‘character’ as perhaps they might have taught in other kinds of acting, but because…your interests, passions, phobias and instincts alone can guide you. They’ll be at the basis of what you do, from show to show, from moment to moment.

– Tim Etchells, Certain Fragments (p. 142)

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One Response to you make you

  1. mar says:

    I was moved by this post. I am attempting to find the words to articulate how I feel but I admit that I am not good at really expressing my feelings unless I’m writing a poem. And this is exactly what you are doing with this project and any other project or “you” in which you address. Each chapter, each project, each you is a poem and whether it be blanketed in words or in the movement of feet against a floor or a hand against a cheek or a body against another, it is a poem which we must not run away from. And so many of us try to run away from the other parts of ourselves which are deep inside of us.

    Currently the oceans keep me from your land but a love of one keeps me connected. I hope that one day I can watch you, whichever you it may be, dance.

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